Sometime I get the urge to snap a neck. Sometimes I would like to shovel your brain from your skull with a spoon. Sometimes I want to fix your heroin dose. Sometimes I want to crawl into the shadow so I can watch your decay from a distance. Soemtimes I want to get your death all over me. Sometimes I want to skin you alive. Sometimes I just want to be left alone to watch a movie.

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People change. That is the way it is. After years they go off in some other direction... Into some other world. They waste themselves, or move beyond your reach. Time is our enemy together. Time will run out of our relationship at 60 minutes per an hour until it finds the end of our line. Time will wreck and ravage our hearts and our skin. Time will turn us into something else. Time will decide when it is time to go. Time will take you from me, or me from you. Until then I will walk beside you and watch you in amazement and awe. You are always the same; Perfect and intense. You are beautiful. You run through me like a train wreck. Somehow you have found your way through my back ghetto mind and over the twisted wrecakge of my past to come into a place where no one had treaded before. You amaze me with the ease at wich you have done this. You have broken walls and barriers that no one ever even touched before. No one challenged me... No one has ever called me out on my little defenses and the slickness to wich you have delt with the truth amazes me. Until time decides it is to be no more I will be here with you as I am right now.